Obviously that’s the longest header
I’ve ever come up with… thanks for books, books and more books. Okay, I
remember the first song and only song I ever wrote, I’m still trying to
remember its rhythm but the lines thread constantly in my mind freely.
“I
tried to be myself, holding unto to what I know,
Taking
God on every move I make but somehow I
Realized
that my frailty is getting stronger.
You
held me on every side I’m weak.
You
called my name, you hold me tight,
And
you mend all the leakages in me.
I
tried to flee just when you were done
But
your hands are always there on my return”.
Yeah… I know a
lot of folks would say this form of concern or generosity only exist in literal
terms or as they say “it exist in a parallel world” but believe me the
individual that complements me is not overtly far-fetched in the world I exist.
However, it beats the hell out of me why a perfectly carved individual with so
much heart winds up with the wrong sort. When I speak about complement I wasn’t
talking about an entire opposite of someone who is so nice and void of deceit. A
spin from a feeling of textual satisfaction to textual stalker when you see a
missed call or text from someone you’ve had attraction for builds up from these
characteristics I’ve been able to collate from humans I was privileged to bump
into over the years.
- They feel so obsessed with themselves that they believe that they could snipe any lady that crosses their path whether entangled with another or not.
- A very excessive garrulous or irritating person, who, regardless of being told to shut up constantly, continues to talk.
- They prefer to join on conversations without being invited.
- They would enjoy to snoop on your personal business so as to tell another of your innate secret just to discredit you.
- Tapping others on the shoulder excessively to drive home a feeling that you are his/her " major acquaintance".
- They’d brag for an amount of time after reveling in some kind of achievement.
- Their conversations and temperaments expresses a signal that they can beat you in every aspect of life but fails in the most important things of life. However, they still continue to think they're better.
- They could create an unbelievable lie and go to great lengths just to be proven right or lure someone else to their space.
- They eventually found out they are not liked for some obvious reason they delve into a ditch of resentment and faults the whole world for nothing.
- They are so uncomfortable in situations where they are not on the spotlight.
- · They get influenced by others or circumstances, self-dramatization, theatricality, and exaggerated expression of emotion and a blind belief of an optimum sexuality which in reality they can never attain.
- They consider their relationships to be more intimate than they are and are unattached in relationships to inhibit commitment.
- Most times they seem to think they are accepted by people around, they have an inflated sense of self-worth. They pay so much attention to how to behave appropriately in public but are totally ignorant of how pathetic they appear.
- They often describe how cool, successful, and popular they are but being a total loser is their lot. However, they have a firm belief of being smart, looked-for, and the most fascinating person in a group; anyone in a bid to make them look otherwise; they are available to bring down whoever or whatever.
- They fancy themselves as individuals admired by the opposite sex and can’t stop talking about it; yet they are a joke to the most naive. They portray themselves as part of the cool crowd and tag along with people who can accommodate them regardless of their obvious deficiencies then by all means benefit from them without contributing to their lives; gradually milking them out and bringing them down at the same time.
A pixilated shot of vile smug faking decency is an individual who has an over-bearing
sense of pride but is caged by a low level of intelligence, they endeavor to behave
ridiculously in front of others with no sense of their “hybrid moronic
donkeyish” personality. Nevertheless, it shouldn’t be a difficult task to be
calm, be the person anyone could walk up to and talk about an impending
problem. The world should see you as someone who may seem a jerk, hurt you
several times but makes up for it all, it’s alright to crowd the weak or
disturbed with all the love you’ve got stored in that safe place of your heart.
Don’t give your spouse a reason to be scared of spending an entire lifetime
with you. Take a new leave by spending more time thinking of what to do for
someone else and disregard your benefits; then the world would be a better
place.
