You’re viewing the world in mud-colour glasses when u feel if you
can’t just get it right? then you’re a failure, a single event of mishap
turns into a never ending pattern of ill luck or when you keep making a
definite interpretation when they are no facts to convincingly support
your conclusion. Sometimes you feel she’s disrespectful or making fun of
you; when its just an assumption and then things might just go wrong
and you just find a way to blame yourself……..
We made these choices, it wasn’t a mistake; it was only a chance we
were supposed to take and it is only normal to accept the resultant
effect either positive or negative. People are just good at pretending
that they are happy especially when they’ve invested so much in the
things that are supposed to make them happy….we have to take a stand on
seeking happiness in every turn… Even though it seems that what we do
seems to make them happy,it actually doesn’t.
I’ve always said to myself if this doesn’t work? I’m through….. I’m
no more being nice…. I won’t love again…. No Mr. Nice guy and all…. but
then i realised that this is who i am, I wouldn’t stop being who i am….
Even if it all ends now I’m looking forward to the best that is yet to
come because after every pain there’s always laughter.
Well ……..It was an all round grief for me today…. I got home put on
my favorite music and danced stupidly…..(that couldn’t relieve me) but
writing this puts me on top of the Food Chain……
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